Rock-n-RollJunkie

I've made 3 decisions. One, I am done with high school for good. Two, I am leaving this state by September of this year. And three...I've decided that I'm a weirdo for posting shit on a website that I hardly pay attention to any more lol. BUT back to the serious stuff...that is, if anything pertaining to my life can be considered serious =] Really, I made these two decisions back in January, but wrecking my car kinda set me back and forced me to sit and think for a long time. Funny, but destroying my car and smashing my head repeatedly into a bunch of metal and concrete really did alot of good for me. My dad and I can actually have a conve

--Yay for dashes. --So I thought I had security issues before, but without a car I hardly know who I am. Guess it's hard to explain. --Today I rediscovered 100 things I hate and 2 things I still love. ((booze and music)) --Again I woke up today not remembering anything in my life except how to breath and how to eventually fall back to sleep. I think I need a catscan... --How pathetic is it that someone I don't even know is considering loaning me thousands of dollars for a car before my own parents have? --I really need to make extra money by the end of the month, but I'm out of options. Can't get another job 'til I'm 18 because I work to

It's about four in the morning and I just got back home after spending the night flying through the air at 120 mph...flipping my car 3 or 4 times without a seatbelt...crawling out the passenger window...running into the country trying to find help...and finally being carried off in a stretcher with an underage drinking and driving charge over my shoulders. Crawling out of a car window onto a sea of glass isn't the best place to find yourself at one or two in the morning on a cold winter night. My car is totaled. I turn 18 in less than a month. I don't know if I'm going to be charged as an adult or a minor; I just know I am not looking foward